“You are really going to have to give up this girl’s name sometime, Midge. The more I learn about what you went through, the more I want to rip her hair out one strand at a time.” Xander growls into my hair before he takes a deep breath in and lets it out slowly”
How is it possible that you aren’t my mate, but your scent has the ability to calm me down almost as well as Oscar’s?”
“That’s a random change of subject.” I observe, still in his embrace, face buried in his chest. He doesn’t seem keen on letting me go anytime soon.
“It’s true though, I noticed it last night too.” Oscar adds in”
When Bastian decided he could be a d*ck when Xander left.
I was so close to you, your scent kept me level headed, but you aren’t our mate are you?” I shake my head no.
“Maybe that’s your ability, the special blood thing that you get from being the first born female in our bloodline.”
Xander observes”
I’ll have to ask dad, I didn’t even register that’s what was happening until now, but the fact that it works on Oscar too, it has to be something. Only a mate’s scent is supposed to have that effect.”
The elevator door dings as we reach our floor.
“I know this is going to sound weird as hell, but Midge, go grab some clothes, you’re going to get ready in our room this morning.”
“What?” Both Oscar and I speak at the same time.
“Is that really necessary?” I ask.
“There isn’t a guard for you and after what happened downstairs, people are already milling about the castle, it would make me feel better if you stayed close.
Oscar looks a little defeated and I can imagine after all the s*x talk I know why.
“What if I promise to not leave my room until you and Oscar come to get me? I feel like a third wheel and that is not a place I want to be in. Go do what you need to do.” I’m pleading, both for me and for Oscar. “You can even text me when you are on your way, I won’t answer the door unless I know you’re coming.”
“Oh, he’ll be coming alright.” Oscar mumbles. I know I turned three shades of red, but I pretend to ignore it.
“We need to talk your dad into getting me branded so I can mindlink, this would be so much easier.” I rub my temples as I walk towards my door. I will not get in the way of the very little time they have together. “Il will not come out. I swear.
Text me when you are at my door, I will be quick, but take your time and do what you need to do.” I wink at both of them and slide through my door and lock it before anyone can argue.
Knowing what they are doing just a room away has me thinking about who I will be with, who I could be with. The problem is, I only see my guys. My brother is not a turn on for me and Sam is for sure taken by Sierra. It’s only a matter of time, but Oliver and Cameron and Dakota.
Their faces swim in my head as I strip off my sweaty clothes and step into the steaming shower. I wouldn’t even be able to choose if the Moon Goddess gave me a choice. They all protect me in different ways, make me feel safe, and loved.
More than just a sister or friend. How would that work?
Would she make me choose, or give me three mates? How would I even keep up with that? Alpha’s are known for their s *x drives. And once they find their Luna, you may not see them for a week. What would it be like to have two or three men like that? To have someone who will be that obsessed with me and my body sounds amazing and terrifying all at the same time.
What would they do first? Would they be gentle, ease me into intimacy or would they be rough forcing dominance over me? Both thoughts have me panting to myself because they aren’t all bad thoughts. I should be getting clean from our long run, but I can’t get the idea of someone owning my body, dominating me in a way no one has before.
